Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Day 15 - Nothing To Do With HH & Botox

Hi guys,

Today has been horrible for me....it has nothing to do with botox or hyperhidrosis. I am just in a lot of emotional pain and I feel so down :(

I broke up with my BF last night.

It was my decision, but after 3 years I felt like it was going nowhere. He didnt want to commit so I let him go and he tried to talk me out of it (for the 10th time).

I got sick of it all. I keep feeling like I made a mistake and I want him back but I know that he wasn't right for me. I hope I can get over this quickly - I havent left my house all day and I am still in my jammies :(

I havent eaten since last night and I am not even hungry. I cried so much my pillow is soaked. I hate breakups it makes me feel so sick!

Thanks for listening.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

oh i'm sorry :( come on! this is the first time i see you sad after botox started working........ it's just life! don't care of the past and go on :) now your hands are ok you can go out and find millions of nice guys who are waiting for you :) and eat something! food helps you feeling better. i suggest you chocolate :)
vincenzoso